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Monday, March 27th, 2006
7:43 am
i survived lake bodom haha ^^
ok well my birthday is wednsday wuu. ^^
friday i'm heading to starland for sevendust.
heavy moshing will be appropriate.
i went on the 19th for the concert i wanted to.
children of bodom, through the eyes of the dead, chimaira.
absolutely fucking amazing mind you.
i came home all bloodied and bruised up.
when that happens you know it was a good concert.
so friday i'm going with my cousin.
and then i will pass out sometime at his house.
i'm going to more concerts than staying home.
and there's a lot better people to meet there ^^.



So one of my brother's has been expelled again.\
6 schools in less than a year. he has court tonight.
there's no going back. he's fucked.
residential for him for sure. and i can't say that i'm happy.
but i also can't say that i'm extremely displeased.
maybe it'll be easier in my house without him instigating.



i'm going away for 6 weeks in the summer.
i'm heading into pennsylvania.
they have an arts institute where i'll be attending.
i've been accepted to one of the best programs.
it's for my viola so i get to play all day.
it'll also be good practice for being first chair next year. ^^



there's a lot of things i'm confused about.
but a lot of things are clearing up.
i'm completely clean. and cut free.
i'm not as depressed anymore and i'm getting through.
life i hope will stay looking this good.
i'm also back in myspace.
there's this one person i might get back into lj for.
i started talking to her right before i stopped lj.
but she's pretty kickass so yah.




also high school is resulting in me moving away from a lot of my friends.
it's resulting in me already wanting and acheiving to going to college.
i have my top 5 for my colleges already and i'm just going over my major.
i'm really pushing for genetics or chemical engineering. but i'll always have my music.
haha i'm also becoming a nerd and hanging at the library.
high school is giving me a lot of new people to hang out with.
i think that high school is giving me that chance to redo some things.
but yah i have to say that i'm extremely tired and have been up since 440.
anyways i'm in world cultures and i should be doing something productive.




so yah haha i'll be around.

Current Mood: dorky
Thursday, November 17th, 2005
8:21 am
blood brothers?
i'm in homeroom . haha .
listening to gwen stefani . lmao <3 .
but yah . just finished a project .
on jan van eyck . lmao .

recap of yesterday ...

allan lost my honors bio book so i'm fucked ...
if i can't find it ;_; .

and in gym justin.stevie.andjoe .
took the sleeves of my hoodie .
and tied the together behind my back .
so i couldn't get out of it .
then stevie knotted my shoes together .
and i had to hop down the bleachers .
and i had to walk all the way to my locker .
i was slow but going good .
then i fell on my face .
the gym teacher untied the back after like 5 minutes .
and he couldnt get my shoes untied .
so he offered to cut them .
but i went to spanish late .
and finally got it untied .

so yeah . that's it for now ..
hopefully friday is all i want it to be and more
<3 ^_^

Current Mood: happy
Monday, November 14th, 2005
11:42 pm
requiem for a dream



i'm watching requiem for a dream .
which makes me happy .
this is one of the trippiest movies .
but it's awesome .

DocBenny xx xx: lol
DocBenny xx xx: well at least your cool
DocBenny xx xx: unlike other girls
DocBenny xx xx: we need clones like you
DocBenny xx xx: lol

lawl haha .
that makes me laugh .
i think not . pssfht .

well i'm still asian with royce .
we're going to end up on a battle royale .

i don't want to go to school tomorrow .
supposedly i have a half day on friday .
so i'm going to the break friday . yey .

btw i'm the walking contradiction.
143 <3

ok i'm at the part where he gets shot .
gtg .

uoyssimi.::zips lips:: ::sews shut::

Current Mood: DRAINED.
Sunday, November 13th, 2005
5:56 pm
i write sins not tragedies .



===============================
my four day weekend .
has been fucking awesome <3 .
thursday was fucking amazing .
so was friday ^_^ .
haha saturday was great <3 .
today made me sad though . hah .
i was helping outside .
and my dad was using spray foam ?
( like insulation )
so i was like sitting on the railing of the porch .
and somehow the stuff got in my hair !!!!!
and it sticks like super glue .
so i'm freaking out .
i smeared it and made it worse .
got in the shower .
i had to cut parts of my hair out .
thats what i get for helping . geesh .
you can't notice because i'm awesome ^_^ .
i'm dying my hair dark purple . or a lighter blue again .
who knows maybe things will get better <3.
i can only hope =) . ::please::
but oh man rachael turned on some channel last night .
ekkkkkkkkkkkkkks . haha . >< .


i miss him* ... a lot ::sigh:: .
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funnnnnny joke - >

A Really Bad Day

There was this guy at a bar, just looking at his drink. He stays like that for half of an hour.

Then, this big trouble-making truck driver steps next to him, takes the drink from the guy, and just drinks it all down. The poor man starts CRYING. The truck driver says, "Come on man, I was just joking. Here, I'll buy you another drink. I just can't stand to see a man cry."

"No, it's not that. This day is the worst of my life. First, I fall asleep, and I go late to my office. My boss, outrageous, fires me. When I leave the building, to my car, I found out it was stolen. The police said that they can do nothing. I get a cab to return home, and when I leave it, I remember I left my wallet and credit cards there. The cab driver just drives away."

"I go home, and when I get there, I find my wife in bed with the gardener. I leave home, and come to this bar. And just when I was thinking about putting an end to my life, you show up and drink my poison." (that would SUCK) ><
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lyrics . - >

PANIC! AT THE DISCO LYRICS

"Nails For Breakfast, Tacks For Snacks"

Watch your mouth
Oh, oh, oh
Because your speech is slurred enough
That you just might swallow your tongue
I'm sure you'd want, want to give up the ghost
With just a little more poise than that

Or was it God who chokes
In these situations, running late?
No, no, he called in
Or was it God who chokes
In these situations, running late?
No, no, he called in

The hospice is
A relaxing weekend getaway
Where you're a cut above all the rest
Sick and sad patients
On first name basis with all the top physicians

Prescribed pills
To offset the shakes
To offset the pills
You know you should take
It a day at a time

That's when you stu-stu-stutter something profound
To the support on the line
And with the way you've been talking
Every word gets you a step closer to hell

That's when you stu-stu-stutter something profound
To the support on the line
And with the way you've been talking
Every word gets you a step closer to hell

Prescribed pills
To offset the shakes
To offset the pills
You know you should take
It a day at a time

Prescribed pills
To offset the shakes
To offset the pills
You know you should take
It a day at a time

I am
Alone in this bed, house, and head
And she never fixes this
But at least she...

I am
Alone, in this bedroom
She never fixes this
But at least she...

Prescribed pills
To offset the shakes
To offset the pills
You know you should take
It a day at a time

Prescribed pills
To offset the shakes
To offset the pills
You know you should take
It a day at a time

The hospice is
A relaxing weekend getaway
Where you're a cut above all the rest
Sick and sad patients
On first name basis with all the top physicians
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-ha i had a picture to .
i just can't snag the computer downstaires .
so probably tomorrow .

i have a honors bio test on tuesday >< .
greaaattt . and tomorrow i have a lab .

later gangsta ^_^ .




//////////// EDIT ! .

IceBlue1245: i wanna be asian
LacunaCoilx3: so do i dammit
LacunaCoilx3: haha
IceBlue1245: lets be asians
LacunaCoilx3: hells yah . we're officially asian
IceBlue1245: its offical were asians
IceBlue1245: lj time xD
LacunaCoilx3: lmao . ::profile changing and LJ:: . HA . i'm the greatest asian alive =] . we should also go to Japan and whore all their games and brainwash ourselves by watching lots and lots of anime . and end up on some game thats like battle royale and then i die first =]
IceBlue1245: no me first
IceBlue1245: ever better will jump off a cliff like those two ppl did in battle royale
LacunaCoilx3: YESH ! .
LacunaCoilx3: haha before we jump off the cliff we have to poison and kill other asians first . ! .

-ROYCE AND I ARE ASIANS .
GOT IT . LIVE IT . LOVE IT . GOOD .
battle royale style oh yah .
lawl . ::japanese giggle::

Current Mood: drained
Saturday, November 12th, 2005
12:39 pm
i'll love these guys forever .
last night was alrighhhttt .
i have a full week of school starting monday .
then 3 half days and 2 days off the following .
i think i just hate november .
i just love the days off that fall in november .
i cleaned my room yesterday .
and a paper fell out of a notebook i had .
it had 4 names and brought back memories .
-james christopher ashton.
-kenneth michael raymond richter.
-ryan william gardner.
-kyle machenzie green.
i wrote their full names down.
because we use to joke around with each other.
especially about our names.
i was the closest out of my whole life with them .
but it just was "lost" you can say .
it just made me think about a lot of things .
they also taught me some of the greatest lessons.
and i had forgotten them till now .
they had life somewhat the hardest .
especially james had life the worst.
i haven't spoken to any of them forever it seems .
i hope to meet up with them maybe in the future .
and find them . and thank them .

kayla marie has just woken up .
not literally . because i woke up at 12 lawl .
but i finally understand .
i'm really glad i found that paper .

Current Mood: thankful
Friday, November 11th, 2005
10:14 am
Poor guy
A man escapes from prison where he has been for 15 years. He breaks into a house to look for money and guns and finds a young couple in bed.

He orders the guy out of bed and ties him to a chair, while tying the girl to the bed he gets on top of her, kisses her neck, then gets up and goes into the bathroom. While he's in there, the husband tells his wife:

"Listen, this guy's an escaped convict, look at his clothes! He probably spent lots of time in jail and hasn't seen a woman in years. I saw how he kissed your neck." If he wants sex, don't resist, don't complain, do whatever he tells you. Satisfy him no matter how much he nauseates you. This guy is probably very dangerous. If he gets angry, he'll kill us. Be strong, honey. I love you."

To which his wife responds: "He wasn't kissing my neck. He wwas whispering in my ear. He told me he was gay, thought you were cute, and asked me if we had any vaseline. I told him it was in the bathroom. Be strong honey. I love you too!!"


- - i think i cried !!!!! >< .
ohmygoodness . ohemgee .
::runs away::
haha . OUCH .
well me and tj are chilling today .
i havent seen cody all yesterday and not so far .
life is good =] .
last night turned out to be FUCKING AWESOME
haha . im like a 1000x better than i use to be at didder =]
i played like 3 games of ITG . only messed up
when i played with brian and my left knee started to give sharp pains .
there wasn't that much drama maybe like .0001% but it was good .
then i saw rae.spence.kathy.brian.nick.rina.dani.amanda.megan. etcetc .
saw chef for a millimeter of a second . in jeans =O .
i didnt play percussion master last night though =[ .
i played DIDDER with WAYNE haha that made me giggle. ^_^
well today is to be fun .
changing into shorts.
running outside for ever .
doing STUNTS 101 . lmao .
i'm just so happy at the moment .
wtf is my problem .
ever since like last night hanging with rae .
going making masks .
going to do a lot of things to keep this kid busy .
listening to happy music.
i've learned that listening to like aqua.eurobeat.happy music.
cody.tjs.and.donnas modes dramatically improve . ::puts secret tip in pocket::
so thats why im listening to aqua at the moment . ayumi hamasaki . and some otherrrr stuffffff . hells yuh

ghost whisperer comes on tonight
and im reading shakespeare ^_^ <3



iwantroycetocheeeeeerup<3
and rae to tell me how things went after last night .


:://EDIT

http://www.yashi.com/?video&vid=100405

http://www.yashi.com/?video&vid=100114

http://www.yashi.com/?video&vid=99977

::noyellingatme::::cries::::ahhhh::

Current Mood: mhmazing
Wednesday, November 2nd, 2005
9:27 pm
oh shit.
i'm so fucking ice-cold right now.
i fucked up. all this on me.
but after that i got a call at 822.
so i got home at like 823?
and i came home to find out the doors are locked.
my parents locked me out. ;_;
so i just sat there in on the back steps in the dark.
bawling my eyes out for a little over an hour.
i was texting wayne which made me feel a little better .
but even this can't keep me down .
life is so perfect right now .
i just want to take it..freeze it.. and keep it forever.
everyone is happy.
and i have someone who's:
*there for me.
*makes me smile.
*gives me a reason to get through.
*someone to dream about.
*someone to love and adore.
*there for me to talk to and confide in.
*he makes me feel undescribable.
etcetc<3

i've found joeseph a new guy friend <3
and today at school was so-so.
my eyes burn from just bawling.
and i have to stay up all night.
::tries to wish it all away::
::hits head against desk:: .

::puts on 3 layers of clothes::
its fucking cold outside .

<3

guess what threezerozerozero.
better yet just 3 days .
and i've totally fallen .

::goosebumps::
fucker
how do people in antarctica SURVIVE ? ! .

Current Mood: freezing
Tuesday, November 1st, 2005
10:48 pm
AHH ::can't breathe::
well yes school ... ergggggg .
but yah everytime i saw rachael .
it was like ::SMILES::!
rae : i love kayla marie
me : i love rachael lynn =] <3
then i came home .
both of my loves called mee .
and then worked with tj and donna on hw.
everything was calm until i heard screaming .
i ran downstaires . and blah .
but after all that .
he came <3 and we chilled at the park .
"ha, I'm taller than you standing on the tree"
"oh what oh no you don't"
well thanks .. i have a bruise haha <3
friday should be fun lawl <3
gosh i smell like him and miss him ><.
and i didn't want to let him go .
but i almost got caught coming home from my adventure.
i walked into the back door that i left open .
and the dog started going crazy .
so i'm like FUCK !
so i grab my chains and stop breathing .
i make it to the dining room .
and my dad comes down the staires .
and he's in the living room .
it's like some horror movie scene in the dark .
he's yelling what the fuck are you barking at. got to go out ? (to bindi)
so i freak out . and as he turns the corner by the front door .
to walk down the one hallway into the kitchen.
i sneak around to the stairs as he reaches the back door .
i creep up the staires and i can't keep my chains totally quiet .
i get to my room i dont know if he heard me or not .
went straight to the bathroom . changed .
went into my room and closed the door .
and my heart is beating so fast it might come out of my chest .
but you know it was worth it .
it was exhilirating but a little too close lmao .

3000 !!
whywhywhy lmao .
"g-spot?" ::starts laughing::
"there's an r there"
( mhm yah sure ^-^ )
the trees are going to take me away !
haha i still can't get over ....

3000 lmao .
ok . i need to get my inhaler.
and chill the hell out . lawl

uoyevoli ! =D .
you are my dream D= !
hell's yah haha

Current Mood: happy
7:36 am
i'm in schooooool ^-^
this years halloween beats every other halloween.
except the year i got to go trick or treating
when i was iddy biddy and dressed as bell from beauty and the best lmao !
::zips lips:: =D
when i was little i dressed up as every princess from
ariel from the little mermaid to snow white . =)
ok well last night was nothing less of amazing.
i haven't stopped smiling ::feels like a geek::
i smile in my ... sleep? haha
i'm in honors world cltures right now .
there was a project due today so i worked all night.
AND ITS NOT DUE TILL THURSDAY !!
and the homework i did last night so far
all the teachers have given an extra day...
WHY COULDN'T THEY JUST NOT HAVE GIVEN ANY .
lmao teachers are sadistic .
haha well i'm doing most of the work as usual.
so ha ::click out of lj::
i just wanted to post and say how happy i was;
and i have to do my honors bio homework ;_;

IF I DON'T STOP SMILING ...
I"M GOING TO TAPE MY MOUTH SHUTTTT . ^-^ <3

::listens to the music in my head::

sweetumssss ::lisp::

one more thinggggggg .

lyrics ^^

I’m a girl, and you’re a boy - we’re too old to play with toys
Won’t you tell me what’s your name? You could be my brand new game
You begin and roll the dice, I would smile and break the ice
Tell me how could I resist, when you’re my favorite kiss?

Kissy kissy makes me happy, honey, honey, sweet as candy
Kissy kissy take my hand, and come along with me
Kissy kissy makes me happy, honey, honey, sweet as candy
Kissy kissy love is grand with you, my sugar bee.

See the moon, and see the sun, shining down on everyone
They know how in love we are, I heard them tell it to a star
There’s no mountain, there’s no sea, to keep your love away from me
No matter what the distance is, you’re still my favorite kiss.

Kissy kissy makes me happy, honey, honey, sweet as candy
Kissy kissy take my hand, and come along with me
Kissy kissy makes me happy, honey, honey, sweet as candy
Kissy kissy love is grand with you, my sugar bee

Dah, nah, nah - Tell me what your secret is
Dah, nah, nah – Oh, won’t you let me know?
Dah, nah, nah - Nothing makes me feel like this
Dah, nah, nah - Cause you’re my favorite kiss

Kissy kissy makes me happy, honey, honey, sweet as candy
Kissy kissy take my hand, and come along with me
Kissy kissy makes me happy, honey, honey, sweet as candy
Kissy kissy love is grand with you, my sugar beet (2x)

Dah, nah, nah - Tell me what your secret is
Dah, nah, nah – Oh, won’t you let me know?
Dah, nah, nah - Nothing makes me feel like this
Dah, nah, nah - Cause you’re my favorite kiss.

Current Mood: jubilant
Sunday, October 30th, 2005
8:30 pm
OHmy
new livejournal.
so yey. ^^
listening to dir en grey .
yeah that about covers it .

seize the day or die regretting . later .

Current Mood: stressed
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